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I have never felt so sick ever since i came back from India, fever seems never came down, so as others. This is my 4th day of illness, i am so tired but i couldn't sleep well due to the running nose and cough. I even cough out blood since yesterday. My throat is burning pain, my head is aching as i want to bang myself to the wall in order to stop the thrombing pain but i dun have the strength cos my legs are too weak that i even need support while climbing up stairs.
Still i have to go to hospital with all these illness in this freaking sunday.  Why this happening to me? I am as sick as those patient but why can't i get some rest like what they are doing right now. That s just unfair.
But nothing can win the pain from my heart, it's tearing again. I was hurt again. Why when i am in such deep down period, when i need someone so badly he s not around, or the least i want to hear the voice but it disappeared since long time ago. I wanted to get some warm consoling messages to keep my life move on, to fight for all these and strengthen my spirit again, it just never happen. There s no call, no message, no sound at all. I need to hold my breath, pretending i am strong, buy medication myself, keep myself warm, support myself so i wont fall down from stairs, cheer myself up in an empty room, wrap myself tight as if someone is hugging me so i can fall in sleep.
For once, i never felt so lonely before.
Finally, today i break down and cried alone in my room, i really don't want to show how fragile i am but it just passed the breaking point. I can't hold these anymore.
Winnie, you have to be strong. Let s clear the mess up and get well soon.
Happy mother s day to all the mother.
 | cheer up girl.
rest well and take care! |
 | winnie.. be strong plz.. cheer up~
please take care too, you need more rest~ |
 | Dear Winnie, you should not have to work if you are unwell!! How come ah?
We all support you ... it will pass & you will be strong again.
Take care! |
 | Thanks guy, i don't have a choice when comes to attendance issue in this college, they don't allow us to rest unless we end up staying in hospital or else they wont let us go. Sigh
I just woke up with another episode of hemoptysis ( coughing out blood), flu never stop, so as fever. Tomolo i need to go to hospital to get some stronger medicine to kill this stubborn bacteria. I will win.. keke
Thanks for the concern, you guys really warm up my heart. ^O^ |
| Hmmm, it is ironic. Working even when a person is unfit seems to go against the basic tenet of providing healthcare.... feels worse than discrimination.
Yo, if getting admitted is the only way to make a statement, maybe you should!?! |
 | u need a vacation :)
go somewhere with ur friend, relax, enjoy n forget everything :) |
 | Please take some propolis in order to enchance your immune system. Get well soon. |
| Hope that u get well soon sis. Sometime, it is only when u are down that u can see who is trully concern about you; Treat it as a blessing in disguise. |
 | Do take good care, get well soon. ;) |
 | there's always sunshine after the rain & a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow!
take care. |
 | dear
don so sad
keep strong and take care
if u need some one feel free to contact me
^_^ |
 | Big Hug from Uncle Frank in KL... . |
| Keep your head up sweetheart! |
|  Yes bro, i will. And i am strong now cuz of u all always with me ^___^  |
| Next time then, Avoid India!
Horrible country... .very smelly... .
Send me a Big Smile for Monday
Prove you're a Happy Star again... . |
| like that also can?
but i admit that i am not a sensitive person tho' |
| thats y loh
thats y u don know loh
^_^ |
| Sensitive people r dull as crap... .if u dont wanna be sensitive it be cool... . |
| Be yourself darling. F**k anybody who don't like it... .
and IGNORE India, it's a crap country... . |
| I wud not work there or visit if I was paid a Million Dollars! |
| lol... you can go Delhi, it's a good exposure after all ^O^
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| It's an awful, awful, awful country with nothn to offer except 1 000 hours of cricket per month... .
It bored the crap out of me and I'll never go back... .
Wanna see the world?
Bahamas, Cuba, Florence, Hawaii, Scotland, Ireland, Zagreb, Dubrovnic... .But India? NEVER!!!! |
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| Sensitive is a Hair Type! |
| Well, if you go to India I can't join you... .but I can hang with you in 274 other countries... |
| Sensitive is a Hair Type, my darling...Don't waste time thinkin about it... .
Now when we going to Hawaii? |
| too much internet is bad for your eyes, eye bags & eye luggages.....& you need the beauty sleep tooooo......@v@ ))))
go get some sleep !
haha...cheer up :) |
| an army of servants will be summoned to wait on you. |
| and a legion of male servants to pour your milk bath, and stand at guard while u bathe in peace... . |
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| Of course, my darling. But your slaves must be obedient, humble, civil and know that you're the Boss. |
| I've lost big and won big. Total humiliation of my rival is essential when I win.
:-) |
| Gotta meeting, have to leave you darling. Remembr visit my site. ... .Be good!
Goodnite |
| I mean escape for a break, get away for a weekend... .get away for a week, whatever.. I want you to be a doc also, Dublin a good place to study medicine btw.. . |
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